wow, it's been a while. i'm slowly trying to revive my internetside. tv shara has taken over recently.
so, whats new? exams in two weeks, cant wait for those. rolled my ankle yesterday in basketball and cant walk without a cane, hot stuff. i wrote a song. bought a new old ipod off my brothers friend, it keeps pausing randomly, piece of crap. i really really dislike my father right now. decided im going to try out for idol next year, lame australian fame here i come. also bought dress for my formal in october(junior prom i suppose?), im going to wear converse with it. need to think of how i want to do my hair for said formal, ideas(colour, cut)? still havent finished breaking dawn. am slowly building motivation to diet.
i really feel like talking, wanna talk? talk to me.
so on tuesday i went to my usual website where i watch sailor moon, BUT IT GOT LICENCED!!! -doom- and i was all "LIFE IS OVER x.x" so i tried to find a new anime for me to watch, and i stumbled on to something called vampire knight.
OH MY FREAKIN GOODNESSGRACIOUS.
it is so ridiculously amazing there are no words. i read about the entire series today minus a few i read earlier, and now if i dont read the next chapter soon i'll pass out. i had about 6 heart attacks while reading it. -sigh- so, amazing.
current obsessions are as follows: vampire knight avatar: the last air bender twilight book twilight movie rpattz
today i went to the dentist and got my moulds done. they made my mouth taste disgusting. next time i go back i'll be getting braces. :D tomorrow i'm leaving for tasmania, my aunt passed away on friday. i need to find some suitable funeral clothes. it hasnt really hit me yet, because i dont see her that often, but when im down there and realise she isnt there with me, i'll feel it.
it's my mums birthday today. this morning was hell. i cleaned the dining & loung area (a.k.a the rubbish pit) and i made a freakin' feast. i also went to the trouble of making my brother special eggs since 'ew scrambled eggs are so gross'. hash browns, bacon, eggs, more eggs. and the stupid oven wouldnt heat up, so the bacon wouldt cook, and then it started working suddenly and it all nearly got burnt. then the stovetop would randomly switch off. then i burnt my finger. then the hashbrowns stuck to the tray. and i overcooked the eggs. -_- but at least once it was all done it was all good and fine. i should be leaving soon, we're going to this surf&leaisure place for two nights, as my dad's gift to her. i hope the rooms are nice.
and here's something i made last night. tehe^^
ps: my brother.
me: oh man, its so hot. him: oh sorry, shall i turn it down for you? -turns down himself- me: -headdesk-
I DONT WANT TO GO TO TASMANIA. and if my dad doesnt shutup about me exercising i will freakin just refuse to go. seriously, we can never have a conversation anymore without him asking, 'have you done any excercise today?' or 'im really worried about your diet' IM FAT, GET THE HELL OVER IT. it just makes me so angry. its not like im obese or something. okay, so im overweight, and okay, im not that fit. but i play basketball twice a week and i really am trying. but everytime he asks i just get so pissed off at him. i wish he could learn to be supportive, not pressuring. actually, io wish all my family could learn to do that. ARGH PEOPLE SUCK.
WHO WANTS TO MAKE A ROBERT LIMS WITH ME?! there needs to be one, srsly. since no one reads my entries there will probably be no applicants for the spot though..-tear-
uhhhh sickness. not fun. i really hope im better by wednesday, because im going to tasmania and i dont want to be sick while on a plane again, once in a week is bad enough :S actually...going to tasmania is bad enough. hopefully none of my cousins hit on me XD (if you dont get that...well dont worry.)
and its new years soon, my plans involve watching the will&grace marathon. im a wild one aren't i. sometimes i really wish my friends were different and were the kind who threw parties. then again, for all i know they are the kind who throw parties and im just not on their list. -touch wood- that would be sad. my sister is going to the vanilla ice concert, i wish i could go. but once again my friends...
I WANT A BEST FRIEND WHO IS SUPER COOL AND DOES SUPER COOL THINGS!! anyone want to volunteer?